Tuesday, July 28, 2009

My word of the day

CABIN FEVER!
I did get out yesterday for a doctor's appointment not great fun but it was fresh air! He didn't have bad news but he didn't have good news either. He redid the fetal fibronectin test again we'll have the results later this week. He also said that I'm now dialated to a 1 on the outside and 1/2 cm on the inside. Two weeks ago I was completely closed. So a little change which means I'm still homebound. He said I can get out once in a while for a date and I can attempt church but only if I'm feeling well enough.

Can I just say, today I'm grumpy! I miss the track. I miss getting my own groceries. I miss feeling like a productive person! Yes I have so much to be grateful for. I have a baby that is growing and getting stronger everyday. I have a doctor that is watching out for my health and a husband and parents who are doing the things that I can't. I have friends that make me laugh and keep me as sane as possible. But today I'm grumpy!! So in an effort to chase the grumpies away I'm going to go turn on some music, sing, and do the things that I CAN do! Anyone else needing to chase their grumpies away is welcome to join me!!

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Good for you! At least you can admit when your grumpy and want to change it! I'd rather just be grumpy! I can only imagine how hard it would be to be homebound all the time and not be able to do the day to day things. I would go crazy. But at least it's not forever! The baby will come eventually!!